Saturday, January 31, 2004

good ol taking like 8 tests

Enneagram Test Results
Type 1 Perfectionism |||||||||||| 50%
Type 2 Helpfulness |||||||||||||||| 66%
Type 3 Image Awareness |||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Type 4 Sensitivity |||||||||||||||||| 78%
Type 5 Detachment |||||||||||||||||| 78%
Type 6 Anxiety |||||||||||||||||| 78%
Type 7 Adventurousness |||||||||||| 46%
Type 8 Aggressiveness |||||||||||| 46%
Type 9 Calmness |||||||||||| 46%
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Extroverted (E) 56.41% Introverted (I) 43.59%
Intuitive (N) 55.81% Sensing (S) 44.19%
Thinking (T) 53.85% Feeling (F) 46.15%
Perceiving (P) 53.85% Judging (J) 46.15%

ENTP - "Inventor". Enthusiastic interest in everything and always sensitive to possibilities. Non-conformist and innovative. 3.2% of the total population.
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i guess i should learn not to expect anything good ever. there will always be someone better than me, and ill never be able to make it.

[soundtrack to the post: Remember - Stuart Hamm]
Congratulations, Trevor!
Your IQ score is 129

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During the test, you answered four different types of questions — mathematical, visual-spatial, linguistic and logical. We analyzed how you did on each of those questions which reveals how your brain uniquely works.

We also compared your answers with others who have taken the test. According to the sorts of questions you got correct, we can tell your Intellectual Type is a Visionary Philosopher.

This means you are highly intelligent and have a powerful mix of skills and insight that can be applied in a variety of different ways. Like Plato, your exceptional math and verbal skills make you very adept at explaining things to others — and at anticipating and predicting patterns. And that's just some of what we know about you from your IQ results.
SteelWings
You have wings of STEEL. No one's really
sure why, but at this point in your life you've
shut off emotion to the point of extreme
apathy. You are cold and indifferent much of
the time...or perhaps you're just a good
pretender. Next to impossible to get close to,
even those who do never see the real you. It's
entirely possible that YOU don't even know the
real you. You have a certain fascination or
attraction to destruction on a massive scale -
disasters, perhaps even death or the concept of
the Apocalypse. Because you hold so much
inside, one day you're simply going to snap.
Then the mask will fall away, and your true
wings will be revealed. Until then you will
deal with whatever comes your way in icy bitter
silence and acceptance. On the positive side,
you are fearless and immeasurably strong - not
much can crack through your defenses. You
intrigue people, who can't help but wonder why
you're the way you are. A loner and one who
spends much of their time brooding and
contemplating life and death - you are a time
bomb waiting to explode and create some
destruction of your own.


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Thursday, January 29, 2004



[soundtrack to the post: The Tenacity Of Genes And Dreams - Stuart Hamm]

Wednesday, January 28, 2004

koalabodhi (10:23:48 PM): why did i think you had perfected a new way to crap?
Tre4222 (10:24:01 PM): hahahaha
koalabodhi (10:24:16 PM): yea... i'm going to go hide from roger now.



[soundtrack to the post: Non Divine - At The Gates]

Monday, January 26, 2004

I scored a 95% on the "How PG County are you?" Quizie! What about you?

[soundtrack to the post: Déjà Voodoo - Michael Manring]
Conscious self
Overall self
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Scale (|||||||%) results:

Enneagram Test Results
Type 1 Perfectionism |||||||||||||| 59%
Type 2 Helpfulness |||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Type 3 Image Awareness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Type 4 Sensitivity |||||||||| 35%
Type 5 Detachment |||||||||||| 49%
Type 6 Anxiety |||||||||||||||| 67%
Type 7 Adventurousness |||||||||||| 45%
Type 8 Aggressiveness |||||||||||| 47%
Type 9 Calmness |||||||||||||| 55%
Your Conscious-Surface type is 2w3
Your Unconscious-Overall type is 2w1
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Sunday, January 25, 2004

Drones since the dawn of time
Compelled to live your sheltered lives
Not once has anyone ever seen
Such a rise of pure hypocracy
I'll instigate I'll free your mind
I'll show you what I've known all this time

God Hates Us All, God Hates Us All
You know it's true God hates this place
You know it's true he hates this race

Homicide-Suicide
Hate heals, you should try it sometime
Strive for Peace with acts of war
The beauty of death we all adore
I have no faith distracting me
I know why your prayers will never be answered

God Hates Us All; God Hates Us All
He Fuckin' hates me

Pessimist, Terrorist targeting the next mark
Global chaos feeding on hysteria
Cut throat, slit your wrist, shoot you in the back fair game
Drug abuse, self abuse searching for the next high
Sounds a lot like hell is spreading all the time
I'm waiting for the day the whole world fucking dies

I never said I wanted to be God's disciple
I'll never be the one to blindly follow

Man made virus infecting the world
Self-destruct human time bomb
What if there is no God would you think the fuckin' same
Wasting your life in a leap of blind faith
Wake the fuck up can't ignore what I say
I got my own philosophy

I hate everyone equally
You can't tear that out of me
No segregation -separation
Just me in my world of enemies

I never said I wanted to be God's disciple
I'll never be the one to blindly follow
I'll never be the one to bear the cross-disciple

I reject this fuckin' race
I despise this fuckin' place
[soundtrack to the post: Disciple - Slayer]


good ol death metal..haha. im too tired to post. today was pretty good. sleeping was wonderful :) now to sleep some more

Saturday, January 24, 2004

im in a very weird mood...maybe cos im really tired. i just feel strange...a bit off. dont know why. eh. i should really go to bed. bleh.

Thursday, January 22, 2004

yaaaay i dont get any money for college! my parents make too much money but its all tied up in debt. the FAFSA expects us to be able to contribute $20,000 a year..hah, right.
go making too much money. so im out of the running for any need based scholarships...oh wait, thats all of them. fuck it. who needs college anyway?

Wednesday, January 21, 2004

so today was a great great day. i got my SAT scores...600 math and 630 verbal...im psyched! 1230. up 100 points...not taht much but i surpassed my goal of 1200. i sold one of my guitars yesterday and got $100 for it (twice the amount i paid for it) and sold some pedals and cymbals today. with some of the money, i bought new strings. piccolo bass strings are fucking awesome. theyre .050-.040-.030-.020in (E-A-D-G respectively) [normal strings are .045-.065-.085 -.105in] theyre an octave higher than normal strings and sound liek a guitar and bass playing at the same time. its magical. and i got some light gauge strings (.040-.090) and its amazing what a few thousandths of an inch will do to playability. i can play Linus and Lucy with such ease now...though that could be do to much practicing....but the strings do help. leeeets see....only three day week. score. tomorrow is the last day. time to relax and chill with you. im getting all A's again. lets see...trying to think what else is going on....im probably forgetting lots of stuff...but meh...today was positively great :) ok time for sleep...cos now i dont have to wake up at 6am. thank god. heh. java is fun but not so much fun as to waant to be at school at 7am. im crazy...and a geek..haha. out.

[soundtrack to the post: You're So Last Summer - Taking Back Sunday]

Tuesday, January 20, 2004

damnit. im cant sleep. its like 2:30 and i cant sleep. this is no good. im kind of tired. but its just not working. ugh. so ill just look at basses all night. what else would i do i mean really? or maybe watching futurama! la la....sleep...i wish..i...could...have em

[soundtrack to the post: The Upwards War And Downwards - Less Than Jake]

Monday, January 19, 2004

uuugh....fuckin sore throat....woke me up at like 6:30 and i cant get back to sleep....mayebsome chloraseptic then to try again...:(
if it makes you less wrong id have to say youre lying
those dime a dozen blood red sunsets cant save you now
its time to save face and steer clear of me and you know it
cos next time i see you youre going down in the 1st
and we're all betting youll never get up again
the sky never looked so real through the trees
and i could still wish i had never met you
30 weeks of bloodshot eyes
too many nights of fights i always lost
youre too good at lying and i never had a comeback
matchbook romances are the worst
and youre easily the worst thing to happen to me
every day is a new day i wish ill hear of failure
every day i hope youve died

Sunday, January 18, 2004

Fret spacing is determined by the "18 rule" (actually, it is
more like 17.817). The fret spacing is in calculated as
follows:

The distance to the first fret from the nut is calculated by
dividing the total scale length by 17.817. For a 25 1/2 in.
scale...

25.5 / 17.817 = 1.431273 (or 1.431)

That result is then subtracted from the total scale length...

25.5 - 1.431 = 24.069

That result is divided by 17.817 to get the distance from the
first fret to the second...

24.069 / 17.817 = 1.351

and so on.


[soundtrack to the post: Criminal - Fiona Apple]

Saturday, January 17, 2004

well it looks like i will only be taking 4 ap tests. ap chem is the same day as ap psych soooooo i have to choose. and psych gets the...some word that escapes me..cake? eh. but yeah i know psych better than chem at the moment. maybe. i want my SAT scores so i can be done with that forever. im not taking it again. by then it will be march and thats way too long. its just one more thing to add to my plate. so i wont do it. time for me to lie in bed and worry. then practice. out.

[soundtrack to the post: A Cold Kiss - Darkest Hour]

Thursday, January 15, 2004

Trevor in Penultimate Fantasy
With unprecedented grace, this breathtaking tale, set in wartorn Poland in 1940, takes a look at students, Trevor (Haley Joel Osment) and Courtney (Michelle Trachtenberg), who discover themselves deeply in love when an evil scheme is dreamed up by his neglected brother-in-law, Ryan (Daryl Sabara). The lack of storyline coherences allows ample time for you to kiss people.
Produced by ianiceboy

i never really write in here anymore. so for all of you who check this regularly, this will be a treat. lets see...ive been unusually stressed recently. but that has all passed. my audition date for UMD school of music is Jan. 31 at 2:45....which i may not have a ride to but meh. ill get there somehow. my bass is coming soon. well sorta. it will be ready Feb. 12 at the latest. so i should have it in about a month. a month too long but it will be soooo nice once it gets here. for anyone that cares its a Carvin LB70P with blue burst finish on AAAA quilt maple top, rounded body sides for a smooth sleek look, and abalone block inlays. Dual HB4 (musicman) humbuckers with piezo bridge pickups and active electronics provide a plethora of sound combinations with 3 (technically 8) pickups and 2 blend knobs, i shall never know all the sounds possible from the bass. its gorgeous ($1162.99). ok back to what im up to. i find myself praciting up to 4 hours a day for my audition and hey it pays off. i picked up a piece on monday night and can play it nearly flawlessly. its superb. im playing "Portrait of Tracy" by Jaco Pastorious, Invention #1 in C major by Bach (so awesome), my own solo piece i wrote that employs multiple voicings, and "Linus and Lucy" by Vince Guarldi arranged by Stu Hamm. I have 2 weels from tomorrow to continue working on these and i will have them perfect or as close to as humanly possible by then. oh yeah. so that was stressing....getting all my applications in even though they were after the deadline. thanks a lot to lucy's mom who pretty much got me the chance to get in. hmm so i may take a max of 5 AP tests at the end of the year. depends. im going to take Psych and Bio and English. not sure about Calc and Chem. depends on how i do and how well i review my chem. 4s all around is my goal. though, 70/119 and 40 wrong for the mutiple choice, 23/50 points in the free response = a 4 on the AP Bio. so i think i will get a 5. no doubt. hmmm yes i shoudl read more. after my audition i plan to. or read psych. i need more time to read. but i play so much music its hard to find time. being at school at 7 on tuesdays and wednesdays is going to suck but its needed. i get up at 6:45 anyway. so 6:15 wont be too bad. afterall i go to bed when you do, and usually before 10 cos im a dork and tired as shit. heh. hmmmmmmmmmmmm what else. la la. tired. time for bed. night all.

[soundtrack to the post: Veritas, Aequitas - Darkest Hour]

Wednesday, January 14, 2004

28.571428571428573% of me is a huge nerd! How about you?

[soundtrack to the post: Bridget Jones's Diary - Renee Zellweger; Jim Broadbent; Hugh Grant; Gemma Jones; Colin Firth]

Sunday, January 11, 2004

so yeah. school is a breeze. im stressed abotu this going to college thing. or really about the school of music deal. im applying to Berklee School of Music in Boston (75% of the curriculum is music though $31,000/yr). im going to apply to maryland's school of music but the deadline has passed and i dont know if they will let me apply/audition :/ ill be so disappointed if they dont. i just no decided what i want to do with my life, unfortunately its after their date. il walk it over there monday or tuesday and make them take it, or try to make them take it. itll all work out. and i wont get my bass until mid-february.. :( damn impatience


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[soundtrack to the post: Bridget Jones's Diary - Renee Zellweger; Jim Broadbent; Hugh Grant; Gemma Jones; Colin Firth]

Monday, January 05, 2004

this was supposed to post on the 1st or second...but didnt

merry new year
mm coffee...the best part of waking up is foldgers in your cup cos your dad's too lazy to grind new beans. but it still works. lots of cream. so yes i woke up around 12...went to bed at 3ish or something. dont remember. too tired. i was falling asleep all over the place last night. mm sleep. so lets see....i never make new years resolutions, mostly because im lazy and never remember to make one. but eh. i think in general i am going to read more. i mean i finished Maus yesterday...just sat down adn read the whole thing...granted its not long at all, it was still a big step forward for me to actually sit down and read. it was fun..i think i may finish dostoevsky or that pullman book...golden compass or something. i heard it was good and its downstairs..well the whole series is..so maybe ill start taht today. i need to get my mind off my bass anyway. for those of you who dont know, which is probably very few since i have been telling countless souls, i bought a new bass the other day. its $1147 total. good old putting 10% down. so its a carvin, LB70P with blue burst finish on a quilt maple top wiht rounded body sides, musicman type humbucker in the bridge and jazz pickup, all with active electronics. abalone block inlays in the fretboard. its absolutely gorgeous. so yeah i need to keep my mind off that subject you do very well ;) oh yeah...heh i got distracted downloading shit. hm yes. so im awake. and i have plans for today. all you need to do is wake up and call me. its beena good good holiday. spectacular christmas, working has been tiring but fun, great people i work with. its been a good break. i have about 5 days total i dont have to work, its nice. but i do work most days and get money which i need. so it all works out. and. yes. i gotta do some school work thats due eventually. im too lazy to actually do any work. so ill be lazy and sit online. heh. out.