to you....yes you know who....

Let me start this from the day we met.
You looked so beautiful, I never will forget.
Then you opened up your eyes, looked at me and kinda smiled.
I was scared, but still happy at the same time.

I sometimes think about how things could be
If you would've took a chance and moved out here with me.
We'd cruise along the 101 in the California sun
Sing Descendents songs and have ourselves lots of fun.
Stay out drinking really late stumble home from lower State.
Treat every day like it would be our first date.


"Alone In Santa Cruz"

Did I ever tell you that I really love you and I think about you all day? I really miss you and wish I could kiss you, but why are you so far away? Since you've been gone, I've thought over and over about you inside my head and where I went wrong. Every day, I've been thinking a lot about all of the things you'd say since I went away, .. I guess I could call you and ask you "How are you?" but I really don't have much to say... I sit all alone and I stare at the phone and I hope that you're doing ok.



little ataris lyrics binge for ya...ok im out.

aaaaaaah.....tatu is sooo good....haha i heard them today at ida's for the first time and i haaad to download their stuff...man its really really good. their voices are great...i dont know its just great...haha today was a good day....was bored for a while so i walked to ida...i love walking...not quite peace and quiet...but i get to think and the ambient noise acts as a soundtrack to the music video thats always going through my head. it was a nice walk. then i got ida's. chilled and watched tv. much fun just chillin. theeen oh man. the wrestling....no one won this time. and i stand by that strongly :p i had her pinned once....maaaybe twice not so sure...but if i didnt win then she didnt win. as it stands, its a draw :) next time ill win decisively. mwahaha....haha. yeah i got lotion allll up in my ear and allll up in my shirt. haha whats up with that. oh man. then i tried to get up too fast and hit my eye/hear on a ladder. now i have a gash above my right eye. damn it hurt. but its fine now...so no worries :) hmm then more chillage and niceage...if thats a word. oh well. fun. clean. food now. time to do the tons of work due tomorrow. oh well. happy. good music. happy. :) night. out.

stuck at home on a saturday night...bored out of my mind....spilling shit all over important things. damn. soo ill just lay in my bed and stare at the ceiling listening to music. hmm..things to do...maybe ill go for a walk or something, that might be nice. today was a good day.

oh man....coheed and cambria with hopesfalladn rocking horse winner at the ottobar on feb 25...$10...greatness

"Things I'll Never Say"

I'm tuggin' out my hair
I'm pulling at my clothes
I'm trying to keep my cool
I know it shows
I'm staring at my feet
My checks are turning red
I'm searching for the words inside my head

(Cause) I'm feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
Cause I know you're worth it
You're worth it
Yeah

If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I wanna blow you away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezin' you too tight?



not toooo mushy riight?

hehe someone jsut came and danced for me in their pajamas and slippers...made my night :)

i dont know why im sad all of a sudden. i just seem to find everything wrong with me all at once....it sucks cos i hate myself and i just feel hopeless and overworked. sigh. oh well. im probably just tired. oh well. time to give up and stare off into space....im gonna shut up now...and not play guitar.

socks are inherently evil....think about it

success is mine.....i finally got my computer hooked up to my big stereo janx in my room...with stereo sound....before it was mono cos i had the wrong connectors...but now....glory is mine mwahaha....haha. its nice i can fill my whole room with great sounds :) anyway good times.

fuck that...i hate it when people are bitchy at me for no reason. all i did was ask a question.

well i havent reaally written in here in a while. sooo i think i will. this past week was so tiring and nerve-racking. i dont quite know why, but it just took a lot out of me. but now its all good. wednesday went to jeepers and watched saneyda and ida dance.. haha it was the best :) then friday made two attempts to see national security and both failed. ended up in driving around for a while. chilling. it was fun. then yesterday ida came over at like 2 and didnt leave until almost 12. it was great fun. just hanging out. being dorks and being silly. haha. i always the most fun with her. its crazy. cuddling up close and falling asleep, or almost falling asleep until a big mouse makes soem noise, is soo great. its all carefree and nothing could go wrong. :) ok time to do work. maybe. or sleep some more. out.

"your drive me craaaaazy!!" someone should get that...and noo its not a tribute to britney spears

"I'll Catch You"

can you sleep as the sound hits your ears one at a time?
an unspokenbalance here,
unabridged for so many years
that i sould stare atreceivers to receive her isn't fair
don't worry i'll catch you
don't ever worry
your arms in mine, anytime
i wouldn't trade anything
you're still my everything
to my surprise, before my eyes, you arrive
i'm still breaking old hapits when you pulled the wool over me
i can see everything, remembering "jinx removing"
no need for reminding... you're still all that matters to me

cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be close to your special someone and feel warm, comfortable, and needed


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haha yeah i spose. haha. man im a loser

Paparazzo Jr: so are you officially touring with bionic man?
tre 4222: yeah
Paparazzo Jr: sweet, you still in school?
tre 4222: yeah\
Paparazzo Jr: cool, you're my hero
Paparazzo Jr: and you are so damn smart and talented
Paparazzo Jr: that sounds pretty quere but its what everyone thinkgs
Paparazzo Jr: its not like your an over ahciever you just seem to naturally be that way

that made my fucking day. well it made it even better. i went shopping today and got more fishies and a shirt...thaaat made my day cos i got to go with someone super great :) then this. man today is going really good. today has been my week. :) :) i feel so famous and rock starish. and people like me....haha i sound so dumb. fuck it. im so fucking happy :) yay.

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a day in the life of a pop-punk drummer

today was excellent. started out doing science fair...that got frustrating so i stopped after a while. then i found out that my show was cancelled cos the electric maid was condemned but will be back up in a month. that sucked cos i love playing shows. oh well. i got some new clothes and hung out with ida for a whiles. most excellent. everything got better around 7:30 or so. good times. :) tired. time for sleep. or at least soon. good night.

"1:19"

It was almost night time so we stayed inside, and closed our eyes. I whispered a thought that I had. We slept while holding hands couldn't sleep the cold. You said, "Just being near you for awhile is enough." I thought you have the most wonderful sense of feeling right, and the most wonderful sense of being here tonight.

saves the day

they have a lot of non-happy songs.....this one is good