ive got to be the luckiest guy in the world
the most wonderful girl was in my arms
the most beautiful girl is in my heart
ive got to be the most stupidly happy guy in the world

(random rantes of happiness)

[soundtrack to the post: Godspeed You Black Emporer! - Providence - Godspeed You Black Emporer]

Auto response from XkellyveronicaX:......4 more hours and ill be back at home
to hold you in my arms and whisper in your ear
and i would tell you about everything that happened
and about all the girls i met and how none of them were you
you know all i see is your smile
even when im staring at the skyline of new york
and all i wonder is when will i be home

so for now ill write a song, sitting in this van
racing down the turnpike rushing home to you
and you are not alone in your thoughts of lonliness
cos goin 90 through new jersy makes everything a blur


i only wish this dream was true
cos as i see you now, youre out with him
and you'll never hear this song,
and you'll never know it was always meant for you

-A Friend Too Far (one of the best bands eva! ;-) )

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XkellyveronicaX: i really like the lyrics
XkellyveronicaX: and they ring true for me right now
XkellyveronicaX: so i felt the need to represent the friend too far
Tre4222: :-)



thats theeeee shit...my music means something to someone :) and they listen to it...now its two people :) you guys rock..you know who you are...and everyone else i dont know...which is probably very few..but yeah :) im happy

[soundtrack to the post: Carry On - Goldfinger]

well now it seems you have to go
we've spent hours curled up on the couch
sleeping and watching ms peel
i could never ask for anything more than to be held in your arms
so reassuring, so comforting, will you be mine tonight?

i cant get you out of my mind
always up there making me smile
open my eyes to an empty room
but i can still smell your hair

you'll alwasy have to say goodbye
but you should know i always dream of you
i hope you know i care more than he did
i hope you know ill do anything for you

these are days and nights where i can get lost in your eyes
these are kisses and smiles that mean the world
these are hugs and sleepy cuddles
this is the time where i say youre the most beautiful girl that i know

Oh well, you've got me under your spell
and I don't think that I'm kidding around.
I don't think I can forget you now.
I once sat up on my roof and examined the planning of my town.
I saw the structured grid and pavement cutting through grass
and I remembered the cold of winter running up the legs of my pants.
I picked the nicest lawn and imagined the two of us
rolling around down along the ground.
I saw myself touch your face and I noticed jets begin to race above our heads.
But I pinched my arm and remembered how much you hate me.
I remembered the fact that I can't see what you need
and I'm too stupid to be aware of the beauty that you give this place
and how shitty this town would seem without you in it.
When you aren't around I let the shades fall down to shut out
all the sun's light and make myself feel all right.
What am I doing with my life?
Remember that the only things we need sometimes
are chilly nights and warmer thighs, 'cause there's nothing like being held.

[soundtrack to the post: Hold - Saves The Day]

Do you have the time to listen to me whine about nothing and everything all at once?
I am one of those melodramatic fools neurotic to the bone no doubt about it.

[soundtrack to the post: Blue and Yellow - The Used]

oh yeah i forgot to add...im now up to 6326 mp3s for a total of 384 hours and 33 minutes. 27 GB. i have finding nemo, scarface, the big lebowski, saving private ryan, and the Boondock Saints...and the first two seasons of Scrubs..greeeat show...im stocking up.

Little Storping in the Swuff

today was a good day. work was boring. but i had people to talk to online while i did nothing. then saw lucy drive by as i was leaving jerry's from lunch to go back to work...that was cool cool. theeen watched much Avengers...whoa capital letters??? craaaazy. haha yeah that is a good show. so noow...im very happy...and my ear is wet ;) crazy kid...i shall go to bed.. night.

[soundtrack to the post: Evergreen Terrace]

Yekith is your Vampire name.
You are a charming Vampire with more charisma than
any other type. Nobody has your way with words
or your diplomatic skills.
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go here:
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What is your Vampire name?
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Your: Wondering eyes. Your not quite focused and
your quite the day dreamer. Your a bit odd and
as many say "Your head is in the
clouds."


What type of eyes do you have?
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your asshole.


What swear word are you?
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You are 38% Pure!
(Very interesting.)




Here's how the REST of the world breaks down, compared to you:




people less pure than you (9%)
people like you (0%)
people more pure than you (91%)



PERFORMER
(Dominant Extrovert Abstract Feeler )



Like just 6% of the population you are a PERFORMER (DEAF)--personable, self-assured, and excellent under pressure. You are extroverted and strong-willed, which, in combination means you are good with people and aren't willing to let opportunity pass you by. Congratulations. I'm sure all the peons you've stepped on never saw it coming and didn't feel a thing.

You like being naked.

Anyhow, you have formidable creative talents, and you often following what your heart tells you instead of your logical mind. Your exuberance can earn you many friends and admirers, despite your ambition, or it can intimidate the less confident into keeping their distance. It's also possible you're Madonna.

Hello, Pikachu from Pokemon. You are very friendly
and nice, but when somebody you don't know
comes to talk to you, you are very shy and so
scared you won't run away. You do whatever is
loserish, and you do not fight back if somebody
is mean to you. If you had magical powers, you
would use them seriously (evilly). So,
basically, you are a wimp, a loser, and
everything NOT cool to the people around you -
even though you ARE the good guy, but if you
had advantage, you would do what is NOT
loserish :)


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You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be
poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and
creativity, and usually are highly intelligent.
Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet
also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs.


What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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damn. im stuck at work for another 3 hours...goddamnit. i finished all i need to do. im just here to answer phones in case they ring. there havent been any calls. sigh. im so bored. i cant surf the web for 3 hours...someone needs to get online so i can have some fun here. la la la...finished my bio. always a plus. i probabaly wouldnt have done it if she hadnt bugged me about it. :) danke.

im so down with watching tv all night. im so into your bright blue eyes. im into singing to you in the park by your house .i cant wait for the time i can fall asleep with you in my arms. i want to feel you breathing and resting on my chest. i never stop thinking about you cos every song i play is to you. im barely getting by and then you make everything so much more than better. no one knows what you mean to me but let them know im so into you. im not going anywhere. you can count on my arms around you tomorrow.

Like Zeppo, except he couldn't sing.


Which Modern Political Thinker Are You?
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heh fitting...

[soundtrack to the post: Burned Alive By Time - Evergreen Terrace]

st andrews church
4512 college ave
college park , MD

fairweather
good clean fun
darkest hour
age of ruin
stars hide fire
$8
6:00 pm

[soundtrack to the post: Shopping for a Crew - Good Clean Fun]

wow....the early november totally listens to the get up kids..."i dont want you to love me anymore" was in a line from an early november song...its so get up kids.. hehe im a dork.

[soundtrack to the post: Stay Gold, Ponyboy - The Get Up Kids]

we need to play in the fountain again
"Knew, blew, tomato, tomato."

i am going to the little corner market this morning. im going to enjoy my french vanilla cappuccino and complete the day's crossword puzzle in an hour. i wont care about all the ignorant shits with their funeral-ready countenances. i will finish my mourning with a walk down the road, every gaze centered on the sky.
no one is going to take the enjoyment away from my blistered splitting hands. curse the cold air.
ive resolved to write a book under the bridge over there by the dillapitated overpass. a stones throw from the river, that's the first place i met you. how coincidental was it that it was the last place we stood, where you took away everything you gave me? its hard to believe i ever loved you. its hard to believe you ever thought you really lived. it would be so much easier if you were a dream. the worst nightmare i could ever have. but nightmares lose their footing when im awake. you barely exist when im awake. relentlessly tugging on my frayed coat you drag yourself through the mud and broken bottles to torment me. my sleeve has been freed of my heart far too many times for me to say love is real. i never thought this shirt was so strong. but it seems it is at its last threads and its breaking my disenchanted heart.
its getting darker and youre clawing at the back of my neck. this is the last night i will be alone. i cant fight you off anymore than i can make my heart love anything again. listen to me now as if it were the words your lover said to you on the pillow. these are the last hours i will be here. the frequency with which you gave me up to save yourself is a move that earned you a place in the hell im going to create for you. the letters you penned lie in ashes on my bedroom floor and soon i'll pull the trigger so i can rest assured i will never have to know you again. this night is my farewell to you and the answer you always wanted was always is in your question so make no effort in asking me. bye bye beautiful. dont bother calling my name after im gone. you cant bother me when im gone. im gone.

[soundtrack to the post: A Favor House Atlantic - Coheed And Cambria]

the world is so overrun by intrinsically faulted humans. why cant there be more intelligent determined people who give their all in one place so i can go there? people suck. but alas i must deal with them...

[soundtrack to the post: December Flower - In Flames]

I've come to my senses,
That I've become senseless,
I could give you lessons on how to ruin your friendships,
Every last conviction, I smoked them all away,
I drank my frustrations down the drain, out of the way,
So I sit and wait and wonder,
"Does anyone else feel like me?"
Someone so tired of their routines and disappearing self-esteems,

I'll sing along,
Yeah with every emergency,
Just sing along,
I'm the king of catastrophies,
I'm so far gone,
That deep down inside I think it's fine by me,
I'm my own worst enemy

I could be an expert on co-dependency,
I could write the best book on underage tragedy,
I've been spending my time at the local liquor store,
I've been sleeping nightly on my best friends kitchen floor,
So I sit and wait and wonder,
"Does anyone else feel like me?"
I'm so over-dosed on apathy and burnt out on sympathy.

Let the meaning slip away
Lost my faith in another day,
Self deprication seems okay,
I never thought I'd make it anyway

I'm my own worst enemy

[soundtrack to the post: The Science Of Selling Yoursel - Less Than Jake]

so im guess im not so unhorny after all

I'M 58% X-rated. HOW HORNY ARE YOU?

so hopefully my blogger is working again...all of blogger was screwey. and im tired as hell. work is, fun. but tiring. making good money for excellent ideas hehe. and yes. im happy. continuously. and right now. im sitting around online waiting for people to get home and get online. heh. downloading music. which is now to the height of 5770 items, for 357 hours, 9 minutes, and 35 seconds. 25 GB. good shit. heh. yaaaaawn. sleep. gotta get up early for week. and hopefully my RL will let us leave early since its the day before thanksgiving. night.

[soundtrack to the post: Lunar Strain - In Flames]