way to not tell me about lunch at marathon..

man...i hate it when you tell a friend something in confidence, and then they go and tell only one other person because its "only one other person, it wont matter." they do the same and so on, and then every fucking person that doesnt need to know, now knows. and its even worse when i hear everyone talking about everyone behind their backs. i cant wait to get the fuck out of high school. most of the people suck

[Burning Years - Story Of The Year]

i cant wait until i graduate so i dont have to see all the worthless people that still go there.

oh shit! did i mention how much i loove dane cook?!

[Dane Cook]

you have got to check this out!! this is the most insane looking bass i have ever seen! http://www.ritter-basses.com/ritter-basses-baesse/ritter-basses-jupiter.htm
haha...and i want it

i thought about it...and i really do have it all. my life right now is going so amazingly well. im loving it. im so happy. there's always stuff to be dealt with and i will deal with it *slash* figure it out when i get there. im having too much fun with life. my whole college career is paid for...either school i go to. im so lucky.
on another note. its interesting seeing people follow my exact footsteps from two years ago. bitching about the monotony of days, scarred by heartbreak, wanting to be alone. sound tracks to life. of course ive alwasy had a soundtrack to my life, since i was little. but i wish i could offer some advice of some sort. but there's nothing that will help. i did it on my own. so i dont know. seems like you need to change. your current attitude is lethal, and it must be overcome. its no way to live. if you want IM me and we'll talk about it.

other news, if you (someone in specific) read this, i did it because i missed the feeling of really doing it. really holding on. haha and its funny. no one has any idea of what im talking about.
but yeah, im living life to the fullest. got so much shit planned. jazz course at UMD over the summer (theyre paying for it, $2000), five day bike trip down the 185 mile C&O Canal with the UMD TENTS program, and canoe trip with andrew prolly in the Pine Barrens in New Jersey. fuck yeah. im happy. genuinely.

[In Her Bedroom - Story Of The Year]

im going through one of my little rebirths...or enlightenments...or hell industrial revolutions...shits complicated...

[Konstantine - Something Corporate]

Tre4222: oh man
Tre4222: jane doe
xpotatoassaultx: yeah
xpotatoassaultx: amaze
Tre4222:" this whole album is a fucking symphony of godlike contemperary genius composition...the movements feed into eachother seemlessly while the action continues to pulverize your aural pleasure centers. the sparatic breakdowns possess a beautiful sense of heavy rhythmic emphasis...its a gorgerous work"
Tre4222: Jane Doe, the First suite in D minor,
composed by Converge
xpotatoassaultx: hahhahaha
Tre4222: that was fun

[Jane Doe - Converge]

dude sweet. i think i have college almost all paid for now...i need to check the current fees. but fuck man that would be soo awesome...shit.

[Blood Red Summer - Coheed and Cambria]

fucking metal!!

[Holy Diver - Dio]

its one of those days where nobody's home and everyone's here but youre all alone. its one of those nights where everyone's cold, but theyre standing on ice, and its all your fault.

[Exchanging Two-Hundred - The Early November]

from the first day i knew it would end..and i knew it would end this way...its inevitable. nothing gold can stay. and nothing lasts forever...in high school anyway.

[Sidewalks - Story of the Year]

42GB 590 hours, 30minutes, 42 seconds
9263 songs

[Swallow The Knife - Story Of The Year]

so i guess im the asshole...i knew it wasnt working out....we both did...but hearing someone say "I'd be happy if I never saw you again" kinda sucks. eh. yaaaaawn...good performace..got lots of compliments and met a lot of important people...pictures taken. it was tight. fuck it. i love attention haha. i love being doted over and haveing my picture taken, being congratulated. complaisence is stupid. apathy is the most annoying thing ever. i guess thats why...

[Cold Cash and Colder Hearts - Thrice]

i should plauy guitar for new found glory..haha oh man...or a pop punk band...mixed with hardcore...itd be hot

[At Least I'm Known For Something - New Found Glory]

oh man the new 'new found glory' is soo whiney...but sooo good. damn i like them, haha guilty pleasure...kinda like berlin ;) ;) i kid i like i like.

[All Downhill From Here - New Found Glory]

man im having orgasms over the design of my new bass body..its gonna rock soooo hard....haha. oh man im a loser. damn. oh welll its fun as shit. cos im gonna get it veery soon.

[Ordinary Story - In Flames]

shiiiit nobody's online...grrr...haha though it is 12:55..oh well. so i realized that every person's door's locks have their little ideosyncracies that the people who live there know about. like only having to turn it so far. turning it the right way. we know our own, but someone else'[s is impossible because you dont know what to do. youve never been ewxperienced wiht that lock system so you have no idea. damn schema making us look dumb. or maybe its just me thats really dumb. heh. so people always have to let you out and they look at you like you're crazy because you cant open a door. its harsh. now that i really think about it, i think im juist an idiot. haha and people are looking at me miiiighty funny...heh. ok time to go eat. then sleep. then....sleapt....food.

[Embody The Invisible - In Flames]

jazz is awesome...so is rap. they are both so revolutionary and its amazing!

[Charles Mingus Quintet: Haitian Fight Song- 1957 - Charles Mingus]

cos jessika said so, here's a list of the first 10 songs that came up when all my music was played on shuffle.....ok so more than 10...but dead poetic is my new favorite band..and yeah...there's 50 now...so dont read if you dont want to. but there's some awwesome music in there...and some funny stuff...heh now i need food and bed. out.


1.

[ Mr. P.C. - John Coltrane]

2.

[No Cigar - Millencolin]

3.

[Represent - Bionic Man]

4.

[Life To Lifeless - Killswitch Engage]

5.

[Episode IV - Jimmy Eat World]

6.

[How Many Say I - Van Halen]

7.

[Asleep In The Chapel - Thursday]

8.

[Don't Look Back - Boston]

9.

[soundtrack to the post:" 'let's go get chicks!' 'Yeah just like that?' 'Mike, dude, i gotta dance. what, chicks? nah nah fuck chicks dude. i want to dance.i want to express myself in the art of dance" - Dane Cook]

10.

[Crazy - Aerosmith]

11.

[The Number Song - DJ Shadow]

12.

[Hold Your Eyes - Sugar Ray]

13.

[One More Time(Feat. Romanthony - Daft Punk]

14.

[The Bleeding - Cannibal Corpse]

15.

[ machinist union - Song of Zarathustra]

16.

[Drowning - Dashboard Confessional]

17.

[The burning darkness - At The Gates]

18.

[Gotta Get Away - The Offspring]

19.

[You don't Know what love is - Eva Cassidy]

20.

[Right Thing/Gdmfsob [Clean Instrumental Version] - DJ Shadow]

21.

[Drifting - Yellowcard]

22.

[Burger King - Dane Cook]

23.

[Bury The Difference. - Dead Poetic]

24.

[Little America - R.E.M.]

25.

[Evening falls - Enya]

26.

[11th Hour - Lamb of God]

27.

[Running Three - Run Lola Run]

28.

[What Went Wrong - Dedication]

29.

[The Heretic Anthem - Slipknot]

30.

[Bulling the Jukebox - Bouncing Souls]

31.

[Ya sholsa s uma - TATU]

32.

[If I Could - Mineral]

33.

[A Dagger Through The Heart Of St. Angeles - Alexisonfire]

34.

[Moten Swing - Oscar Peterson]

35.

[Sound For Language - Hot Water Music]

36.

[Elevators (Me and You) [DNP 86 Remix] - OutKast]

37.

[the medley - Jaco Pastorius]

38.

[LSD - Public Enemy]

39.

[Around The World In A Radio Fl - Across Five Aprils]

40.

[ Chopin Prelude - Classical Guitar]

41.

[In Ashes We Lie - Grade]

42.

[Let the Cold Wind Blow - Kate Rusby]

43.

[Lucky Kid - Sheryl Crow]

44.

[Rock n Roll - Marilyn Manson]

45.

[Synchrotone - Black Hawk Down]

46.

[Jack Ass - Green Day]

47.

[99 Red Balloons - Goldfinger]

48.

[Defiance - One King Down]

49.

[Lid Flippin' - Lem Winchester]

50.

[Arlington Arms - Dead Poetic]