it's so black and white
look into my eyes and you'll see you dying
thats only my best wish for you so dont worry
my dreams wont come true
your heart's as fake as your filthy smile
it's all on you, it's all your fault
all my blood coats your hands and you thought lies could wash you clean?
so young, so naive, so coldbut thats what makes you fly
c'mon hit me with your best shot, hit me
nothing you can throw will make you any better
you'll never be the best friend, you'll never be the lover
you're always the worst one, the jilted little girl everyone sees through
dont go now, i havent had time to say i hate you
you havent had time to force i love you's
take my hand and ill lead you down to your end
there's no going back to innocence, you've always trembled from the guilt, now you'll shake from the knife in my hand

funeral for a friend...rediscovered them...best band. yeah, new post! wow. i actually decided to write my thoughts. i used to all the time. well the other day i played all the "a friend too far" songs. its funny cos now i remember who all the songs are about and it reminds me of all the shit i put up with. time to write some new ones. so i need to stop smoking. for at least a month and a week or so. to get all this shit out of me. i need to excercise which i mighjt do tomorrow depending on what time i wake up. meh. what other boring things can i put in here? my life is pretty boring. well i guess its not...im just not sure what i really want to be doing with my time. guess i'll figure it out but whatever. oh, hah i deserve it my ass. fuck that. two sides, two fuckin sides.