Wednesday, July 20, 2005
Friday, May 13, 2005
then a phone call made me realize I'm wrong.
If I don't make it known that I've loved you all along just like the sunny days that
we ignore because we're all dumb & jaded. And I hope to God I figure out what's wrong.
I walked around my room not thinking just sinking in this box. I blame myself for being too much like somebody else. I never thought I would just bend this way.
-it's 4am and it explains everything
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
Monday, May 02, 2005
i need you here like you've always been.
Tuesday, April 26, 2005
Monday, March 14, 2005
Friday, March 11, 2005
Thursday, March 10, 2005
UPDATE!!!!
My name is Trevor and I can not come because I am impotent.
Thanks for your time and concern.
Sincerely,
Trevor Olexy
Sunday, February 13, 2005
it's so black and white
look into my eyes and you'll see you dying
thats only my best wish for you so dont worry
my dreams wont come true
your heart's as fake as your filthy smile
it's all on you, it's all your fault
all my blood coats your hands and you thought lies could wash you clean?
so young, so naive, so coldbut thats what makes you fly
c'mon hit me with your best shot, hit me
nothing you can throw will make you any better
you'll never be the best friend, you'll never be the lover
you're always the worst one, the jilted little girl everyone sees through
dont go now, i havent had time to say i hate you
you havent had time to force i love you's
take my hand and ill lead you down to your end
there's no going back to innocence, you've always trembled from the guilt, now you'll shake from the knife in my hand
Friday, January 28, 2005
Jimmy Eat World - Work
Thursday, January 20, 2005
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
The reasons why things went the way they did
And why we can't accept it
We'd fall asleep
But not before we'd exercise
The evil thing that everyone hides
We would lie there in my bed
Do you remember all those nights we never slept?
No clothes, sweaty
Doing all the things I never thought I'd do
And I did them for you
And hey, don't feel bad
But what can ever take away the boardwalk trips or us away
I think we grew up
Past the hang-ups and the evil stares
The fuck you too's and I don't care's
Hey, I guess I'll figure it out
The reasons why things went the way they did
And why we can't accept it
We'd fall asleepBut not before we'd exercise
The evil thing that everyone hides
We would lie there in my bed
Do you remember all those nights we never slept?
And even though we brought it crashing to an end
I loved it all, and now I love my friend
I loved it all, I loved the girl, I love my friend
Friday, January 14, 2005
Tuesday, January 11, 2005
Tuesday, January 04, 2005
Monday, January 03, 2005
its thinking that gets us in trouble and sleep that saves us
who needs a fucking heart anyway? its a worthless fucker
so fragile, so cold sometimes. so naked and so empty.
so useless. homewrecker. life ender. you beat every day.
now its my turn to beat the fuck out of you for fucking me over.
piece of shit.
not really angry. in case you were wondering...ranting? yes.